Thursday, April 25, 2019

Why do I have to tie my pipe?

I tied my tube this Monday. I am 29 years old and I tied my tube. It is happening. I reacted differently to people, so I think I will explain my reasons behind this decision.

1. My mental health:

Since I was 15 years old, I have been plagued by some serious mental health problems that have plagued me. I just found a combination of drugs that keeps me stable, happy and able to live my life. When I don't take medicine, I keep crying. I am more angry, more impatient, and generally a boring person. When I get pregnant, I will become even more crazy. Need to adjust medication, need to deal with hormones. After pregnancy, I am prone to post-production depression, which makes my life six months a nonsense roller coaster. This makes my relationship with others tense and makes my life miserable. This is the main reason behind my decision.

2. I failed once out of control:

When I was pregnant with Wallace, I started to have birth control. He must be very much in need of entering the world. So now I am more vigilant about traditional birth control. I know that the possibility of this happening again may be confusing, I just don't want to take this opportunity.

3. M word:

We can't afford more children. Money is a factor in most of our lives. We honestly say that we don't feel financially responsible for having another child. This is just our situation. I believe that if we feel strongly that we need another one, it may work, but as you may have assumed, I don't have that strong feeling.

It feels right for me:

I am not saying that every 29-year-old child should use up this program. I said that I think this is correct for me and my body. Mentally and physically, pregnancy is hard for me. My pregnancy is not easy, and the last pregnancy is particularly difficult. I want to get pregnant, but they are just not in my card.

Don't misunderstand what I mean, I love my children. I am grateful to everyone in my life, whether here or in heaven. I will not give up on them for the world. But I think they are my own world now, and our family is complete. I have no anxiety or anxiety about this decision. I feel relieved and excited about the next chapter of my life. I feel that I can enter my childcare stage with both feet because I know that I don't know that one day I will have to experience the pain and stress of another pregnancy. This is actually a very free feeling.





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