To commemorate my father Bill Frank
"Your parents are dead. Whether their death is sudden or anticipating, hearing this news or being with your mother and father at the last moment will shock your system. How do we lose our father?" Change "Clea Simmons
When I was young, I was afraid of losing my parents. I am not prepared to be filled with overwhelming sorrow. Once my father changed through my entire family structure. My father is the glue that brings his family together. He is a warm lover, cherishes his three children and deeply loves his wife. He can always chat and give advice. My father wants to protect his children. No matter how old we are, he always jumps in to help. He is a smart person with rich wisdom. When he gave me advice, I still kept talking. For many years, most of his advice has been on the spot, and sometimes he will miss it. He is indeed human. But in my eyes, he is a superhero.
I often ask, how is this possible? I can't believe my father has gone. I must now adopt a new approach to adapt to this world. There is no world of my loving father. I am experiencing overwhelming grief. I lost a heart, my best friend and my mentor. For the past two decades, I have spoken to my father every day. I will like our conversation. In the last fourteen years of his father's life, he suffered from several diseases. My father rarely talks about his corrections and fears. He is the bravest person I know. Because my sister always said my father, my hero! No one can replace my father. No one will love me like my father. No one will be my best friend like my father.
My mother is really sad. She is experiencing mental and physical symptoms. She didn't eat well, didn't like any activities, and didn't want her husband to move forward. My parents have been married for sixty years. My mother always said that she likes her husband's company more than anyone else in the world. My parents are the true meaning of marriage, friendship, disease and health. Through all the difficult times of my parents, they are together and stay together. This is the best team I have ever seen.
I am experiencing my own sorrow. I woke up almost every night, thinking that I don't have a father now. I lost interest in most things and everyone. I miss my father's words more than words. I know that my father will want me to enjoy life. However, without a father, I cannot imagine life. I continued to hear the words in his father's eulogy. My father didn't want a rabbi [a stranger] to talk about his life. My father talked about his childhood in Brooklyn, his love for his family, and how he is suffering now. In addition, my father wrote in his eulogy that he is not afraid of death because he believes that we have experienced another dimension. He said that in his lifetime you can find him playing golf at Pebble Beach during the holidays and he will always wait for his wife and family. I will never forget the words in my father's eulogy. My sister, my brother and I take turns reading his beautiful written eulogy. When we read about men who gave us life and unconditional love, we fight and laugh together! My father told me the eulogy he wrote and he asked me to guarantee that one or all of his children would read it. My father said that I am responsible for this matter. He also reminded me that he hopes to be consolidated. He did not want his child to visit him in the graveyard. My father did get his wish, I realized it.
When my father died of congestive heart failure in 2016, I should have been ready. I should be ready to say goodbye. After all, my father was eighty-one years old and was ill for a long time. At my age, I should be ready. My father had suffered from severe heart disease for many years. He had three heart surgeries and his heart was extremely weak because of an unknown large-scale heart disease that he had years ago. The doctor called him a miracle man. The doctor believes that the life expectancy after surgery is 5 years. My father beat all odds and he is really a miracle man. Therefore, I should be ready. My father's health has been widely announced in front of my eyes. He entered and exited the hospital during the last six months of his life, accompanied by complications of heart failure. My father's heart pumping function is less than 17%. He spent the last few days of hospice care at home and in the hospital, so I should be prepared. My family and I know that the ending is coming, so I should be ready. On the contrary, I am not ready yet, I was destroyed and I can't believe it.
When a parent dies, we should be prepared for this normal life to leave, or at least to accept it when this happens. As adults, we should cheer up and move forward. Conversely, if you have a good relationship with your parents, even if you don't have a good relationship with your parents, it can be very difficult for most people to die. Although I am an adult, the death of my dear father has caused a devastating blow and caused a test of turmoil.
My father has been dead for a year. I feel very sad most of the time. I often think of my father's long-term illness and life struggle. I forced myself to move forward and passed the embarrassing sadness. I worked very hard to thank you for the time we spent together and to enjoy all the good memories. Sometimes, I do distracted, and then return to his sorrow of death and his struggle to live. I already know that sadness is coming and going. I already know that sorrow is an eternal feeling that will never disappear. Sometimes, I accept the death of my father and feel calm because he knows that he has no pain, and sometimes I feel that my heart is broken. One thing is the same, I miss my father every day. On the day I lost my father, my world changed. I must now learn to adapt to life without him.
My father is the strongest person I know. My father is very brave and selfless. He rarely complains through his long illness. My father never wanted to be a burden to his family. He never wanted his family to worry about his health problems. I really believe that my father's strong will and tenacious nature make him live more than his doctor predicted.
For most of my life, my relationship with my father was very good. In my early years, I had a unique relationship with my father. I am like a son my father never had. Until I was 9 years old, my brother was born. My father taught me how to play baseball, basketball and golf. I am a real tomboy. My father taught me to play very well. I am a better athlete than most of my neighbors. Every fourth grade student will hold an Olympic Day for my grammar school. When I reached the fourth grade, my physical education teacher chose me as one of the four captains of the Olympic Day. My father is proud of me. I have continued to participate in sports over the years. I am in the high school baseball team, in college, I play on the men's sniper ball. I started playing golf when I was thirty. My father is the best teacher. He is a great golfer and most of the time he is patient. My father taught me very well, so I joined the AT&T Golf League and played a respectable match. Over the years, my father and I like to play golf together. In the years we played together, my score was never lower than my father. My father always won! I like my father always wins, even if it means hitting his daughter. It makes me a better person because their expectations are to do their best in all situations.
My father loves sports very much. He played baseball at Layfette High School in Brooklyn, New York. He is an excellent pitcher with a strong fast and curved ball. My father is proud to say that his teammate Sandy Kovacs is a famous Yankees baseball player. My father was such a good pitcher that he was recruited by the Yankees to their minor league for a year until he tried for the Yankees' big league. After careful consideration, my father refused the opportunity to play for the Yankees minor league.
I know deep inside that my father will like to take risks and play for the Yankees minor league. My father will work hard and try to enter the major leagues. Instead, my father put his family in the first place. My parents have just given birth to a newborn baby girl [my sister], and my father must ensure that his family is well cared for. The small league salary is very low and there is no guarantee that my father will enter the big league. Instead, my father found a job where he could build a future and make more money to look after his family.
My father and I were best friends when I was five to twelve years old. My father will take me to school almost every day. We will go to the movies, go to sports, or go to lunch on Saturday afternoon. My father likes to spend a holiday with his family. One of our best vacations is Disney World in Florida. We were one of the first families to stay at Disney World hotels and resorts in Disneyland. This is a great elite vacation. We stayed at a beautiful hotel for two weeks and went to the Disney World theme park every day. We went swimming every day and then went shopping. My parents went out on vacation for the whole family. My sister, brother and I talked about how great this holiday has been for many years.
When I was thirteen, my relationship with my father changed. I want to put my fake boy behind me and play with my girlfriend. I have an interest in fashion, makeup and boys. It's not cool to go out with your parents. I know this is really...
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